She.GetsReal

Feeling Nostalgic …. A heavy lump in my throat makes me think that when I left those days without a blink, did I think about today? For now I feel pathetic for my absence in the past memories…left out kind of… I want to cry out loud so that those invisible memories would show colors of friendship and love. Gone are those days when I used to fight selflessly for my old chaps….now I make things better with the new bees, mostly by compromising and by diplomacy… it doesn’t matter now how I maintain relations with the new ones(as I call them…)…I feel like leaving everyone around and hug the old admirers. I love my new angles but I direly miss my old toffees…

My heart now is running around the world, collecting the left old memories which my mind thought would make me weak. I really want to breakdown for what I am left with….GOOD OLD MEMORIES… want to cry in front of them, making them feel more important… Gone are those days when if one flower dries up, the others (though far away) would forget to blossom and convince the cloud to rain, to bring happiness and color back to the garden. Really miss them. . .

For now I just hope that I get a LIVE FLASHBACK to my GOOD OLD MEMORIES with the NEW ONES so that I become addicted to them as I was before with my OLD CHAPTERS. I hope that the old version of true friendship still has a special appearance in my new adventure.

I hope now that my lump has settled down forever…. Because if it didn’t then I have to keep missing my GOOD OLD DAYS.

DEDICATED TO MY FRIENDS whom I miss a lot….